erman keskin
10-03-2008, 10:30 PM
SPE IS IN CANADA
My initiation experience
First of all I felt relaxed, a feeling like in between asleep and awake...
I had a feeling of something was pulling from my left side, starting from my hands, left shoulder,
my neck , all through my head. On my left breast, where the cyst was removed, I felt like something was pulled out from the inside, with a string I felt warmth and burning feeling on my both hands all the way to my elbows.
I saw 2 eyes. They were like the shape of spade in playing cards and there was like a red swollen thing underneath the eyes in the middle. It was the shape of a heart or lips. And in pitch dark , it seemed like blue spots were twinkling.
Then there was a road, getting narrow in the distance and at the end there was light. The road was
luminous.
Later, at the end, I got up from where I was lying like I was waking up from sleep, feeling at ease.
I never felt anything like this.
I thank Erman for his help ...
Gonca
Montreal/Canada
My initiation experience
First of all I felt relaxed, a feeling like in between asleep and awake...
I had a feeling of something was pulling from my left side, starting from my hands, left shoulder,
my neck , all through my head. On my left breast, where the cyst was removed, I felt like something was pulled out from the inside, with a string I felt warmth and burning feeling on my both hands all the way to my elbows.
I saw 2 eyes. They were like the shape of spade in playing cards and there was like a red swollen thing underneath the eyes in the middle. It was the shape of a heart or lips. And in pitch dark , it seemed like blue spots were twinkling.
Then there was a road, getting narrow in the distance and at the end there was light. The road was
luminous.
Later, at the end, I got up from where I was lying like I was waking up from sleep, feeling at ease.
I never felt anything like this.
I thank Erman for his help ...
Gonca
Montreal/Canada